There are certain people who make me feel better, and they probably don’t even notice it.

So thank you, Meghan I, Jessica, Camille, and Adam.

I mean, I know that Camille and Adam won’t read this, but I wish I could tell them, especially Camille. But that would just be awkward cause Camille wouldn’t know how to respond to it and she’d probably feel like I’m joking around with her.

It’s become increasingly easier to talk to Meghan because she doesn’t try to give me advice or anything, she just listens and tells me how she feels the same way.

And I find it incredible that Jess can constantly break down the walls that I build around myself in school just by talking to me and making jokes.

And Camille, I don’t know. I can’t even explain it. And people think I’m just obsessed with her or something, but I’m really not. I actually look up to her. She’s so modest all the time even though she’s incredibly smart and nice and honestly really pretty. I just feel like she’s one of those people that doesn’t have a bad bone in her. I mean, she’s human, she gets mad, she gets sad, but she doesn’t let it get to her. I never hear her complaining. There was a time in History that she did all of her work and the computer just shut off and she lost all of it. She spent the entire period working on it, and she didn’t even complain about it. She just said she would go home and do it over, and it’s just like how can a person NOT complain about that? She just amazes me and her attitude influences mine so that when I’m around her, I just can’t be so sad.

I don’t know. I haven’t spoken to Andres since Friday and I have this gut feeling that things are over between us and the only reason I haven’t done anything drastic is because of the people I listed above. So thank you. You don’t know how much you guys mean to me.